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Lately, my head is often filled with What If questions. What if I continued pursuing a career in art? What if I took an art-related course instead? It's not that I'm not happy with my course right now, but sometimes, whenever I get an urge to look at how much I've done two-three years ago, I get this heavy feeling in my chest. I can't help thinking that I would've been able to develop my art style more if only... Now I'm just stuck. In limbo. I haven't been improving, and I honestly think that I've forgotten how to color the way I did. Like, I lost THAT creative spark. It's just sad, honestly.

I'm now currently in my 2nd sem in my first year of college. Thankfully, I survived the first one. AHA. I'd like to greet all of you guys a belated happy new year. So sorry if Im not really that active lately, but as you can see, Im still drawing, right? Just not as often as before =.=' If you guys still don't know I'm taking up DDM (Doctor of Dental Medicine) and I need to maintain a GWA of 2.5 in order to be able to go to proper and so I must take my studies seriously.

I'm sorry. Since I'm going to college (and I have to focus on studying more) I'll be inactive on deviantart. I'll post occasionally when I have time. Thanks for reading guys.